Thu Feb 14 08:09:59 2002

I'm out of smokes, and out of cash.

Addiction to a substance like heroin sucks. :(

Thu Feb 14 11:08:39 2002

Thu Feb 14 11:47:51 2002

Thu Feb 14 12:14:21 2002

I wish it was as easy as saying the word quit. Sadly however, it's not. I've smoked for 16 out of my 30 years, and it's become a serious monkey. I have however cut back, down from 1.5 packs a day of Marlboro's to .5 to 1 pack a day of lights. Getting better.

Thu Feb 14 14:13:17 2002

Thu Feb 14 14:25:05 2002

And you broke me like the cigarette
That I busted on the day I quit
But now that i've been drinking
I'm out of smokes and I wish that I had it
Woke up to my daily headache
And the realization that you are gone
Oh my sweet darling happiness
You've been away from me all along

One thing that I've never said-
I'm truly happy in my heart and in my head
A lonely liver suspended in liquid

You came to me like a dream
The kind that always leaves,
Just as the best part starts
It ends so abruptly
And leaves you stunned and naked
In your bedroom all alone
It's kinda funny how something so soothing
Gets interrupted by the ring of a telephone

One thing that I've never said-
I'm truly happy in my heart and in my head
A lonely liver suspended in liquid
It's one thing that I never did was smile
Missing a case - lacking a lid
My heart bleeds for what you never did
You never did
For what you never did
Never did
For what you never did
Never did, never did, never did
You never did, you never did

It's one thing that I've never said-
I'm truly happy in my heart and in my head
A lonely liver suspended in liquid
It's one thing that I never did was smile
Missing a case - lacking a lid
My heart bled for what you never did until now

Thu Feb 14 16:46:59 2002

The Mighty AYB has comanded!

Thu Feb 14 17:39:12 2002

Thu Feb 14 17:52:07 2002

Thu Feb 14 18:02:33 2002

we did the math once, and a friend of mine was spending as much on cigarettes as he was on car payments.