Fri Feb 8 00:10:52 2002
..with a little Shirley Temple mixed in ;)
Fri Feb 8 00:33:47 2002
Seriously.
M.
Fri Feb 8 00:42:12 2002
Fri Feb 8 00:55:13 2002
Fri Feb 8 00:55:58 2002
But I'm nearly always alone :(
Fri Feb 8 02:31:27 2002
Fri Feb 8 04:04:26 2002
Nice guy, but an asshole.
Fri Feb 8 14:02:11 2002
My friends know I'm really a complete ass. :biggrin:
I mean damn, how much fun is it driving through a trailer park with a bullhorn yelling "There's a tornado coming! Tornado! Whhooooosssshhh!!!" I was in the backseat of course, not being a loud one, but I quite enjoyed being there. ;)
Fri Feb 8 14:43:35 2002
Perhaps we should pull some funny pranks, no?
Fri Feb 8 17:20:30 2002
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Sat Feb 9 03:32:06 2002
from PaulHill posted at 9:15 pm on Feb. 8, 2002
Sociopath. With a small sprinkling of Jesus Complex.
That's why we love you, Paul Hill. Maybe not in the biblical sense, mind you, but it makes you sooo endearing nonetheless.
Sat Feb 9 06:27:55 2002
Moody as hell! I'll either be extremely high (naturally) which makes me:
Arrogant, brash, loud, cocky, talkative, giddy headed, energetic and ego centric
Or very depressed which makes me:
Quiet, sad, lack of willingness to converse, bitchy, and at times extremely mean because i start to cut people into tiny little pulps of crap because they were unfortunate to annoy me in this mood. At its worse (at least once every two weeks) I am EXTREMELY sucidial where I keep thinking of ways to kill myself or just imaging what it would be like if i would kill my self. For example while waiting at the subway I would imagine my body being ripped the shreds between the train and the rails. Or what it would be like to jump out of my 10th floor apt. balcony and imagine rushing towards the ground and wondering how long i'd have to suffer the pain from having my skull crushed and split open by the pavement.
When i'm in between i am:
Not loud but not quiet. I like talking but don't make my self the center of the attention. I tend to take a lot more in stride and have amore patience and tolerance of the people that tend to annoy me.
But i suppose, and by chance, i fit the stereotype of the writer. Seeing as i'll take any oppurtunity to come up dialoge or stories while i'm talking to friends or to my self when i'm alone.
Sat Feb 9 06:55:53 2002
Sat Feb 9 07:55:21 2002
its funny because i'd always here about manic depression and some people that supposedly have it and i'd never even saw my self as one, never related my self to those that were and don't want to be one. Alas it turns out I am one. I'm apparenlty of the second least common type and rarely i'm at the worst type of manic where my swings can occur in hours. :( THose are the worse because i get mentally exhausted and just want to sleep all day.
Sat Feb 9 08:42:55 2002
Sat Feb 9 10:32:50 2002