Sat Dec 15 22:11:25 2001
Lately I've been feeling a bit more cynical and depressed than usual; and I've posted a lot to Ars in this time, although the two are unrelated and purely coincidental.I guess I'm just bummed because it's about to be yet another winter where I don't see a fucking inch of snow and it doesn't drop below 25 and the people's driving gets even worse as it always does at this time of year.
Also I'm not employed and I have no girlfriend.
And I have no ideas on anything decent to write; not even short missives.
And my grades this fall are not spectacular, largely because I'm finding it very difficult to give a shit.
If this depressed anyone like it did to me, I don't care. I'm feeling tired and hung over, not that I drink; it's an emotional thing, and until it sorts itself out, I may be here but I won't be here.
Have joyous religious holidays if you can to all the religious types among you; personally I think humanity's true advance will be when organized religion is totally and completely expunged from existence forever.
To all those others, just get drunk, get high, get naked, and have a decent time. If you can.
[color=blue]IG out.[/color]
I have no idea how long this leave of absence will be; it may be a few minutes, it may be a few hours, it may be a day or two, or it may be forever.
If it's forever, I've enjoyed the camaraderie this small forum has given me, and I consider some of you to be among my closest internet friends.
I wish you all the best of luck in all your adventures, exploits, and endeavors.
Until whenever, if ever, this has been...
Imitation Gruel
Sat Dec 15 23:09:00 2001
Sun Dec 16 00:45:47 2001
Sun Dec 16 00:53:46 2001
Ayb will miss j00
:(
Sun Dec 16 02:16:46 2001
Sun Dec 16 06:26:22 2001
I shall hold a vigil for him in the meantime in my own way. This is not a happy day for OSY.
Sun Dec 16 09:13:01 2001
Sun Dec 16 18:26:06 2001
Also I'm not employed and I have no girlfriend.
And I have no ideas on anything decent to write; not even short missives.
And my grades this fall are not spectacular, largely because I'm finding it very difficult to give a shit.
If this depressed anyone like it did to me, I don't care. I'm feeling tired and hung over, not that I drink; it's an emotional thing, and until it sorts itself out, I may be here but I won't be here.